Wednesday, February 04, 2009

***RELEASEEEEEE****

Oh Lawd...I've been wanting to post this for a couple of weeks now. I've felt like I haven't had the time. I've been so consumed lately by the pouring of gifts from the Universe (Thank you Universe!)

So, If you've read my blog, you know that I've had issues letting go of 'hir'. Things ended just as crazy and quickly as they started. I never was able to get closure.

Well

A couple of nights ago, the much needed closure came to me in the form of a dream...

Cut to:

A restaurant. I was having dinner with friends.

She walks up to our table, says hello to my friends. At that time, I notice that hir voice is deeper than usual, I look up and notice hir hair super short, wearing mens clothes, hir body is different than the body I made love to...

She walked up to say hi to all my friends, then came to me and said 'Laura, I need to talk to you' She pulled me to the side. "I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry of everything I put you thru, I want to ask for your forgiveness.'

In my dreams, by hearing the things that she would NEVER (because of hir stubbornness) utter, I got closure.

To Hir

I release any negative memories of you to the Universe. I will only remember the good ones. I wish you well on your journey. May it be bliss full.

*Namaste*

5 comments:

Tina-cious.com said...

good for you girl... closure rocks. :)

Anonymous said...

this is good

Butch Boo said...

Peace be with you.

BB

X

sheena said...

look at that. clarity comin up on you in the night. way to go on letting any negativity drizzle away. you won't miss it.

Monie said...

Fab Fierce Femme,

I have an ex who is still haunting my life, maybe I'll try to dream her away too! :)